i've been...

... figuring out something... and i cant seem to come around with it. sighs...

so busy, so little time. busy with moving, cleaning, unpacking, preparations, plannings... etc etc...

hate being an adult.

suck at financial management.

urghh!

this morning

i got up early to make coffee for lgz. never in my entire life wake up early just to make something for my other half to bring to work. never...

the nite before, she told me she forgot to make coffee to put it in the fridge (so that she can have cold coffee to bring to work). so i thought ok la, wake up early and make for her while she is in the shower.

so i grab the coffee sachet, condensed milk and a bottle labeled "SUGAR"

threw the coffee sachet in the cup.

fill half the cup with hot water.

put in condensed milk... i think 2 spoon full?

then add in "SUGAR"

i remember LGZ told me the coffee tasted sucked. so i tried first before pouring them in a flask...

i almost puked.

pour EVERYTHING down the basin.

throw away the sachet...

GRAB THE DAMN BOTTLE LABELED "SUGAR" AND PINCH SOME TO TASTE.

WTF!

ITS!

SALT!!!

anyways, after i threw everything and made a new cup of coffee, i didnt put any sugar. i realised that there is no sugar at all at home. =.="" so i put extra condensed milk in it so it wont taste that bitter.

really... dont ever... everrr... try salt coffee... i almost fainted from the taste. @.@

this salt coffee reminded me of a story...


He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. "would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee." 

Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously; why you have this hobby? He replied: "when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there". While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. 

That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story. 

They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee! 
Then the story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee e, as she knew that's the way he liked it. 

After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: "My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead.I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything.. 

Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee again". 

Her tears made the letter totally wet.Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee? 
It's sweet. She replied.

LGZ cooked this last nite for today's meal at work. ^^V

just wanna clarify, LGZ didnt put in the "sugar" at the first attempt. she oni put the condensed milk. so she didnt know that is salt. =.=

monday...

woke up to a fantastic morning. despite the lack of slept. only manage to fall asleep at 2am.

then, my car key battery decided to die on me. on my MONDAY MORNING SHIFT... my car key hates me.

then, stuck in the jam. well... why am i not surprised?

and i am late...

..........
update
..........
so, its almost end of business hours.

let's see

flooding mailbox. tickets and now on conference. almost an hour now. meh...

the only good thing for now is, i get to see LGZ after work~ ^^
but
she is still in her office lorh~ T.T

Lights

lights never fail to make me go in awe. 

even on a highway, i always look forward going to the higher part of the highway and look down so that i can see a stretch of street lights beautifully lit up. 

2 spots i love to view night views. 

somewhere in puchong. 

somewhere along MRR2. 

which i think that explains why i lala-fied my car with lots of LED lights. :P

i dont know why am i blogging about lights but i came across some pictures i took. with lights of cos. :P

oasis square

went over to smoke a few times. once to have supper. by the road side, cos there is nothing opened there yet except for maybank and tutti fruitti. 

singapore

i went there once around xmas season. and... omg... orchard road. the lights... i was facsinated... actually nothing to shout about la. but cos it is lights...! damn a lot of decorative lights!! :D

and also the marina barrage. so nice and windy~ 

Did you know...?

... that Kim Gary, Sunway Pyramid provides a plate as an ashtray?

and we placed the ciggie butts like this. :D

More randomness

just a random scheduled update cos i got 'leftover' pictures... :P

owl ring... 

sunset outside my haus...

sunset at federal highway. and yes. i was driving... 

sunrise... on a mad monday. T.T

oh oh. this is cute. this is the so called dust stopper for that earphone jack for your phone. but i wonder will it damage the jack or not... 

seafood spaghetti at spaghetti grill, mid valley. their set lunch is cheap and good! :D

k thx bai... 

Gonna...

... continue my stuffs with even more serious attitude.

Queen of dilly dally

yep... thats me. 

woke up today and wanted to run my banking errands. so i took my own sweet time to get ready. its... really really really ownnn sweet time. :D

can even cam whore... haha!

its been a long time since i last cam whored ok. i just didnt hv the mood to cam whore all of a sudden. 

so by the time im done... 

it started to hujan anjing n kucing. T.T

so i continue staying at home. i cant watch tv or online cos my grandma demanded me to turn them off cos of the thunder n lightning... T.T

so i oni can play with my phone... 

until the rain subside... i drove out to citta mall. 

sat at chawan, blog, drink and rot. 

ling chee kang sucks here. and the cucur udang sucks too. they should just call it cucur tepung. =.="

waiting for jessica to come over and head for dinner. 

something happy tho, bak kut teh on a rainy day is always a happy thing. haha! :D

happy happy~

ok la. i was damn happy last week. and didnt expect it to continue until this week. haha...

last week from monday until thursday, a lot ppl say i lose weight. :D

and then... today another friend whom i met up last saturday said i lose weight. :D :D

actually i didnt do much oso. i just lose my appetite at first due to some relationship distruption. lol...

and then from then, i just continue wat i did.

basically, just cut down food intake and no sweet drinks.

should be blogging about PD instead but... lazy to edit piccies... mayb will blog about it today lah. cos im in an awesome mood!

oh! MrV's 1st day in new hosp! finally he managed to get the transfer out. ^^

PD~

omg!

i cant wait!
PD!!!

a plan that was planned months back!

PD!!!

a place that i never stayed b4!

Lexis!

wheee!!!

Respect...

typed a long ass post, but decided it was too personal so i ctrl+a and backspaced. 

i just felt im being disrespected. and being ignored the fact that i am being disrespected by a person whom i care most. 

i wanna talk about it, but then again and again im being brushed off until i felt lonely. so, i decided not to talk abt it. and just leave it. 

i bugged. twice. and end up being brushed off and i feel like slitting. 

thats why i decided to leave it. leaving it aside, i wont feel as shitty as feeling lonely. and worst, leads to slitting. 

and by leaving it, somehow i know that at the end, it will not work out. cos it lacks of communication. 

i dont want to be the person who keeps bugging and at the end did not get the result. i am not demanding for a result that i want, i just want a result that both parties agree to. 

at times like this, i wish i am single again. cos my phobia is kicking in, and it is not a pretty sight. 

so many bad experiences that until now i am restricting myself, stopping myself from so many things. bad experiences that made me think of nonsense. bad experiences that causes me needing constant reassurance. which, im not getting any btw. 

Life has now been explained to you

On the first day God created the dog. God said, "Sit all day by the door of your
house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. I will give you a life span of
twenty years." The dog said, "That's too long to be barking. Give me ten years and
I'll give you back the other ten." 
So God agreed. 

On the second day God created the monkey. God said, "Entertain people, do monkey
tricks and make them laugh. I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said,
"Monkey tricks for twenty years? I don't think so. Dog gave you back ten, so that's
what I'll do too, okay?"
And God agreed. 

On the third day God created the cow. "You must go to the field with the farmer all
day long and suffer under the sun, have calves, and give milk to support the farmer.
I will give you a life span of sixty years."
The cow said, "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. Let
me have twenty and I'll give back the other forty." 
And God agreed again. 

On the fourth day God created man. God said, "Eat, sleep, play, marry and enjoy your
life. I'll give you twenty years."
Man said, "What? Only twenty years? Tell you what, I'll take my twenty, and the forty
the cow gave back, and the ten the monkey gave back, and the ten the dog gave back,
that makes eighty, okay?" 

Okay," said God, "You've got a deal." 

So that is why the first twenty years we eat, sleep, play, and enjoy ourselves; the
next forty years we slave in the sun to support our family; the next ten years we do
monkey tricks to entertain the grandchildren; and the last ten years we sit on the
front porch and bark at everyone. 

simple update

the previous post is not considered as an update for this blog.

well, at least i myself dont think so.

so sorry for have not been updating this blog.

the previous post was being DEMANDED by ju-lian. haha! im kidding. i forgot what was the conversation with him abt in msn alre. and he just asked me to blog about him. when i told him done, he was like "so fast!" and then said that im like a pimp now. :P

and no, im not lazy!

as for why am i so freaking busy. obviously its my work. recently, lots of havoc happened. whenever i draft my post half way, some shit would happened and i will be busy like i dont need to stop working. really, i think im a workaholic.

how often do i go back to office on my off day to work? but i did that day. cos i know the my colleagues are all tired from the subsea issues. wat subsea? Subsea cables. read it, look at the map and be very confused. haha... cos i dont know anything when i was in the training and even when i was hands on alre, i was at blur...

since im alre talking about how i was at the beginning of the job, after 3 yrs. i'm being promoted. :D erm. did i mention this alre. i think i didnt. too lazy to go through my previous posts...

i wanted to blog about last week! my bday week! and i got no time to re-think wat happened. :(
my memory suckss... sighs...

oh oh... ystd was in hartamas with SC and JY for tarot card reading. quite scary... T.T some good, some bad. and i need to think of who is the mysterious man.

till a better post comes up, ja neh~

How many of you...

is confused between below examples :-

save n safe
bare n bear
your n you're
their n they're
break n brake
than n then
desert n dessert
borrow n lend

well, not to say my English is fantastic. I admit my English sucked... but just that sometimes i see people use the wrong word, especially your and you're. heck, there's even once i was confused to use bear or bare. T.T  told u my English isnt that great and i am not afraid admitting it.

so what other english words confuses you?

bad day gone wrong

- woke up early but late for work
- carrier delay dispatch until now
- outage until now :(
- tonight's plan canceled
- flooded mailbox until now
- i requested for 'kuah' (gravy), but being given fukua/kugua (苦瓜) =.="

ENOUGH FOR TODAY ALREADY! 

Update : 

At the end of the day, had a nice catch up with Abbie~ ^^

Laugh Die Me!

i was on facebook. as usual. and then i was going through those hong kong tvb drama celebrities' pages. and then, something caught my eyes and i laughed.

do u get what i mean? no. im not laughing at the wrong english. im laughing at the celebrities cos they are very very mischievous lor! 

A visit from SG

it was a pretty rushy trip for noelle and ashley, and the reason they're in kl is that they need to meet their client for meeting/training.

they arrived on thursday morning and then their client met them at kl central.

their meeting was delayed... =.="

by 1 hour plus... =.="""

by the time they're done, it was already 8pm. and their client is nice enough to send them to the hotel.

while waiting for them to be done, me and samson went and collect his laundry first around his condo. then we went to enigma to have a jug first while waiting. we booked a few jugs more cos happy hour was ending soon.

after a jug, we went and pick ashley and noelle up from their hotel. brought them to kuchai lama's 100°c. we headed back to enigma and finish up the jugs and samson was having his syok sendiri concert all the way. oh... enigma was not occupied at all! ok la. got a few uncles at the bar talking with the lady boss. and then, its just us. thats why samson can syok sendiri himself. noelle sang a few and sometimes became samson's back up when he cannot sing high pitch parts... =.=" while me and ashley only listen to the songs.

after we're done, we sent samson back and then headed to the hotel they're staying. and that's the end of the nite~

the next morning checked out at 7.30am and they took a cab to kl central and i headed home to rest cos i was on MC. my head was banging like crap...

10 Things I Hate About You

*blows*

*coughs coughs*

phew... that's one whole bloody inch of dust!

remember this movie? i used to keep watching it over and over again. and i even play it over and over again at the part where she reads the poem so that i can copy it down, re-read it and make sure i didnt copy it wrongly.

search engines nowadays, google oni la. can find anything d. hee~

I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you’re always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you’re not around,
and the fact that you didn’t call.
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,
not even close…
not even a little bit…
not even at all.

friction

agree or not, there will be friction between 2 people. even it is not a major one, there will definitely be a minor one.

so many arguments recently. even i got myself into one. and i blame it all on pms. i still have yet to cool off. in fact, i getting more angry... im a girl leh! i wan ppl pujuk wan lor! *pissed*

anyhow, personal issue aside.

im caught up in a group friction. and i do not know what to do. sit aside and watch? voice out and then i will look like as if i am taking side, which i dont want to take any sides...

sighs. what to do?

i noticed that i cant do much with what i am earning at the moment. every month is just right for me. and that is if i really spend slowly. no shopping. no savings. no insurance. trying to cut as much outings as i can...

in short, im a dead cow...

any loan shark to intro that i dont need to return the money? :P

argh~ dun think dun think. everything will be fine, everything will be fine. *living in denial*

mega sale

hrm...

what is the point if the item's selling price was RM100, and then during the mega sale, they put a sign saying something like "original price RM499, now only RM150"?