anyone?

anyone getting married soon?

cos...

i saw this ridiculously awesome jig saw puzzle suitable as a present...

if i buy now, and not giving anyone. what for i buy rite? :D

OMFG...

Lady GaGa...

http://horiwood.com/2009/04/03/is-lady-gaga-bisexual-her-poke-her-face-action-in-pics/

OMFG...

WOOD OX Astrology

Jan 25, 1925 to Feb 12, 1926
Feb 20, 1985 to Feb 8, 1986

People who come under wood ox astrology are put on a higher pedestal than other people. Born geniuses these people are bright and brilliant. Along with their charming personality they are also quite stubborn and short tempered. Wood ox people have many times been mentors and people tend to look up to them. These people also have a great sense of humor and challenge everyone’s tickling buds. They have a strong moral code and believe in ethics and integrity in life. Wood oxen people are also very practical but the finances are not very stable, as they tend to lend money to friends quite often. People under this Chinese sign are very good with relationships. They always sit down and talk their differences over and don’t let misunderstandings crop between them.

Source : http://www.123chinesenewyear.com/chinese-astrology/ox.html

direction idiot - certified...

today i was suppose to help big cow to collect her gift from nuffnang's office. being me... i am a natural born direction idiot. fantastic talent...

but i did my homework. i googled for the map... i even printed out the steps... 

and i got lil cowie to teman me. sure wont get lost wan... so i took off from subang, head along federal highway... all the way straight until the kuala lumpur railway station i turned left... and then... im lost... *cries* 

i still keep driving to look for the way... until i saw a familiar road. jalan sultan ismail! i knew it is near by there... so i called big cow...

me : erm... im pretty lost...

BC : where r u?

me : can lead me from jln sultan ismail?

BC : *leads... yada yada yada...*

me : er.. orh... can i have u to stay on the line?

BC : *hesitated* hmmm... ok la...

until one point she got work to do alre... so she just told me yada yada yada turn left den yada yada yada u'll be there alre... so dengan bersemangatnyerrr... i drove... and yes! i found!

this is the end of the journey... poor lil cowie covered with papers d... and yea... im a certified direction idiot... :(

may i present... this... this is the prize i collected for big cow. she won the malaysian dream girl blog buzz for week 5. click here for her entry. 

well... it is what she wanted. she was telling me she want the cosmetics more that the fragrances... 

CONGRATS BIG COW!!!

Senjyu Sushi @ Cineleisure

this... is actually a freaking late post... freaking late.

the other day me and big cow went cineleisure cos i wanted to get some stuff from the IT Hyperstore. being us... we definitely have to eat before we start shopping. we had hard time deciding on what to eat. since i already got my magic plastic card, i suggested we eat something we never eat before... hence...

Senjyu Sushi. and boy... we never regret it even one bit. althought the service was kinda bad and we assumed that the girl was new... so, oh well... nothing beats delicious food. 

our all time favourite has been cawanmushi... and Senjyu's cawanmushi was... *saliva dripping* freaking delicious. i can go for a few rounds of their cawanmushi but i still wanna eat other stuffs. :P

this is like the combination on my favourites in japanese food. tamago with unagi... merged. :D

i didnt quite like the egg tho. too sweet... 

i had wagyu beef rite. i didnt finish the rice cos i was kinda full alre. but... the beef i sapu all. it is yummyyyy~~~
i ordered flower tea. i like the light taste of tea with the flower aroma to it. *thumbs up*
i seriously highly recommend Senjyu. and i would go there again for their cawanmushi and wagyu beef... *saliva dripping again*

Senjyu Sushi

F1.05 Sunway Pyramid +603-5632 8119

Lot G2 & G3 Ground Floor Cineleisure +603-7727 9028

stability

one of the kapak just broke up. being in a lesbian drama, we wont know if they're able to patch back or not. but the reason of breaking up is... stability.

what is stability? what is your defination of stability? how can we consider it as stable in stability?

it really depends on how you see things i guess. and depends what u want in life. you could probably have :-

relationship stability
financial stability
life stability
emotion stability
career stability
etc... you name it.

there's so many types of stability and of cos, nothing is perfect. we cant have it all. we cant...

the question, is it important? if it is, will you help your partner to achieve the desired stability? or you rather leave because you cant find the thing you're looking for?

come to think about it, i should kill myself cos i'm not stable in anything...

relationship stability... i cant find it or feel it, so i leave it...
financial stability... i dont have any cos i splurge like there's no tmrw.
life stability... i dont think my life is stable. cos all my other stuffs are not stable.
emotion stability... well. that explains why i slit isnt it?
career stability... strugles... im still forcing myself to stay put in this company.

see... everything oso not stable. :(

but i know one thing for sure tho. u need lots of time and patience to build that certain stability you want to achieve. the question now is, are you willing to put in time, patience and effort to achieve it?

i hate u big cow

for intro-ing me this and now im addicted and i cant concentrate on my work...

great...

anyways... yea... come and challenge me... :D

click here >>> m-tequila's mybrute

173

i am so not inspired to blog these days due to work work work and more work. play play play and more play. and the ended up, exhausted to blog. hehe... im so not a dedicated blogger. :D

now that my aunt went home alre. which she will visit me next month again. im less emo now. i think thats why less thing for me to blog. haha!

but am seriously enjoying my singlehood. when am not having my aunt around of cos. it's like a typical sagi. the sense of freeeeeedom! i can fly to anywhere i want with my car. hence the petrol is draining like water draining from the tap. :P

kapakia is in the midst of... i dont know. rekindle? i dont know. still having thorns in their heart? i dont know. i dont know anything about kapakia anymore. not to say i dont wanna know. i wanna know so badly and when i am not informed with things. i got really pissed... i'm being the one left out from the group.

dont expect things to go your way. so yea. im leaving it the way it is...

ohh ohh... i straightened my hair. will post a proper photo of me having long straight hair later on, if i have any. i've wanted to straighten my hair for so long alre! yippeee~

i got so many things to blog and photos not edited...

i had vivo. i had sanjyu sushi. i'm a holder of magic plastic cards. one night trip to KLIA and putrajaya. etc etc...

anyway... it's mid of the month again... broke time of the month. :D
i seriously do not have the sense of controlling what i spend on and my savings. sighs...

cries...

i am actually tempted to update my long post...

but...

big cow just sos-ed me.

she need me to accompany her to the petrol station for petrol.

must be wondering, pump petrol cannot go alone ah?

no no... dengar la dulu (listen 1st la)

her car petrol is like... gonna be empty. and she is afraid that on the way to the petrol station, really empty tank. so she need me to convoy along...

ok la. it is 10.35 alre. hehe... and i promised to leave office at 10.30. :P

They are straight...

until they are wet...

*slurps*



**got this from WonderKitten**

30 year old...

i look 30 year old here meh? T_T

*cries loudly*

workaholic

am i one?

i beginning to suspect i am...

am i?

i finish my shift at 5.30, i'll leave office at 10.
i finish my shift at 10.30, i leave office at 12...

and no, it is not just as simple as lazy-to-go-home

i actually worried about my cases. i make sure everything is updated until there's nothing more to update or until im really tired.

tmrw is my off day. and here i am worrying about my cases will screw up or not. not to say i dont trust my colleagues. i trust them. some able to do fantastic job. i just... worry la...

Save your marriage

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce.
She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions... She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*

i have read this story long ago. and it brought me tears. it was really touching how the story ended. the husband finally realised but it was too late.

how we got in a long term relationship and as years passed. we tend to forgot small little things in the relationship...

most people say, long term relationship dont last. i believed it. until now i still do. but this story taught. there are reasons that both people can stay so long together. and when things gets dull and boring. they tend to think that sparks are just not there anymore. it is actually the matter of small little things to bring back that intimacy between 2 person. it just pretty much depends, r u willing to put in that small little effort in it...

im still in office

feeling lazy to go home.

yea.

u read it right.

l-a-z-y
t-o
g-o
h-o-m-e

im not a homey person. i dont like to go home. my shift ends at 5.30pm. and now, it's alre 9.05pm.

yea. im a weird person.

something you...

... dont get from customer everyday...

bear in mind, im actually working in a MNC and our customers are around the globe and only speaks to IT specialist or manager...

and here goes

cust : i wanna speak to xxx...
me : *get details of which id, which comp, name, reason*
me : *tried to transfer but that person went for meal break
me : im sorry sir, xxx has gone for meal break. do you want me to pass any msg?
cust : oh. no no. no need. i'll call again later. i wanna go makan oso.
me : *thinking* makan? -_-"

cramps

are really killing me.

im actually surviving on a heat pack...

thanks to sam. she bought it for me.

arigatou~

I think she is cute...

:P

Agreement

From one of my related post.

When we were having drinks earlier on, Sam and Chris gave me a challenge. And here, I shall make it official.

THIS AGREEMENT (the “Agreement”) is entered into effective as of 30 March 2009 by Michelle Thong (Party #1), Ms S.F (Party #2) and Chris Wong (Party #3).

I, Michelle Thong, I/C xx1207-xx-xxxx, shall be single for one (1) year effectively from 30th March 2009 onwards.

I hereby obey the following rule(s)* : -
- no kissing
- no hugging
- no fucking
- no flings
- no relationships

* Subject to change

Under any circumstances above mentioned is not being obeyed accordingly, two (2) bottles of JW Black Label monthly, consecutively three (3) months shall be on me.

IN WITNESS WHEREOF, the parties have executed this Agreement effective as of the date first above written.



Party #1


_____________________
(Michelle Thong)

Party #2


____________________
(Ms S.F.)

Party #3


______________________
(Chris Wong)

Witness


______________________
(Ms Chloe)

*Moof* related. :P

Dear big cow,

How have you been? I am sorry for not able to spend time with u these past few days. But no matter what, I will still love u as my big cow and I always got think of u wan.

how is ur date? :D

XoXo
Small Cow

**for non-cows, kindly click here to know what is happening.

and no, she is not my new gf/lesbian partner/fling/what-not/whatever u think it is.
she is my owner. my sister. my family fren. my fren. so pls. stop it whatever u guys think it is ok?

i say d i wanna be vegetarian for 1 yr wat. ish...

Monkeys

It’s been a crazy week.

have been hanging out with bunch of monkeys. And it was fun. LoL…

Monday they had dinner in Cheras which I didn’t go cos I went out with Big Cow for KLCC :D
Tuesday we went Enigma for drinks bcos of Khian’s false alarm >:(
Wednesday we went for movie. The International. and most of us slept :P
Thursday went Studio X for dinner and decided to go Scarlet and got pissed drunk :D
Friday, after Scarlet, we went to mamak to sober up @.@
Saturday morning went breaky at Cheras. Mmmm~ Dimsum…! :P~
Sunday… er… ok. It’s just 5.30am Sunday and I am actually working midnite shift so I cant predict future. But the initial plan was go for movie. Either Shinjuku Incident or Fast and Furious 4. But Khian would need to rush back from Ipoh, Chris got no car, Sam canceled, I oso canceled.

whole fucking week weih. We cant live w/o each other or what?

so many plans everyday and yet, I failed my Project 365. :P

will upload photos later. Office got no Photoshop la. :(

its been a long time

since i last drank till i force myself to vomit.

i'm gonna get whole body ache tmrw.

apparently, when i consume alcohol, it flows in my bone, not my blood. hence, the body ache.

and i got massive headache now. but i feel like blogging.

gonna upload pic for project 365 but not now. havent edit.

i got massive headache leh.

wish all of u best of luck getting up for work tmrw. *wonders if anyone will get MC*

im so lucky, im working midnite shift tmrw. i got whole day to sleep.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

ok...

kenot tahan jor...

oyasumiiii~