broke...

it's only 9th Feb 09.

and im already broke. like mad.

i've already start asking money from my aunt for petrol purpose. not for makan purpose.

i dont need to eat. i can diet. i wont die w/o lunch. or lunch everyday with bread. at nite if hang out with friends... i just drink. and go home, i got grandma's cooking. :D

yes. this way, i can survive till 28th. which is actually only 15 days in office. weekends... lock myself at home.

perfect!

**i have to be positive. or not i'll die depressing and cutting myself all over again. I HAVE TO BE POSITIVE!