Temporary Tai Tai Life

I have resigned and currently just staying at home and rot away. I am waiting for a new job to start in Feb tho. Don't know if I did the right choice for accepting this job tho. It's quite... far... about 1 and half hrs to 2 hrs plus minus? I guess the only way to know is when I start hitting the floor.

Of health and career

Wootz! I can sleep a lil late today cos tomorrow I don’t have to wake up at 4.30am. Haha! I got training tomorrow! I have to get stuck in the jam TO and BACK from office ah, but what the heck, as long as I get to sleep slightly longer. 

This training, to be honest, I totally didn’t expect it coming. To get that position, there are certain expectations to meet. All this while, I always thought I suck at what I do. Of cos there’s incentive bonus and what not that we all get to know how we perform, we even have a list to see where everyone is standing at. But still, I always think that I am not good enough, even if I score above 100%. I thought that score, if I can do it, I'm pretty sure others can do it too, or do it better. So I always brush it off and never expect it to be me. 

I have colleagues saying, that’s the position they want and they aim for. I respect how they are so determine to know what they want and confident. Whereby me… I always have this thinking “What is yours, it’s yours”. I guess I’m just letting fate deciding by itself. 

On that morning, when we were called in to the meeting room so that our Team Lead can announce it to us, I kept thinking “ohh… what did I do this time?” Then my mind kept thinking and thinking. Well, of cos nothing came out from my mind cos I won’t know what shit have I done even if there is any. I am too blur to realise it anyways. Hahaha! 

After she announced it, I was surprised. To the extend, I went speechless. When she asked, any questions? My brain cannot generate any questions. My brain just kept on and on “what have I done to get it?” I am happy and glad that I got it. Like I said, I always got this thinking that I am always not good enough. So, when I got it I was kinda overwhelmed. Like… “Ma! I made it!” that kinda feeling, and this is not even a promotion to TSL or TL. =.=””

So, tomorrow is the training. I hope I’m able to understand and absorb. :P

Now, onto health. 

My uncle has the machine to measure blood pressure. So, after about 2 weeks plus medication and eating healthy, my blood pressure is now 141/90. Still high and of cos this reading is still depending on the med. Anyhow, it is a good relief to see it went down from 190/120. He got the weighing machine as well. I didn’t wanna weigh myself cos I didn’t think that I lose any weight. My pants and clothes are still fitting. Not loose oso. But then… I realise my limbs are smaller tho. Last time when I grip my wrist, I can feel it’s tight and it can stop the blood flow, but now… It’s just nice! So, I went on the weighing machine. I was 70kg…

Jeng jeng jeng… 

It shows 64kg. I asked my uncle, “how old is this thing? Spoil d wan la!”

My office is organizing “The biggest loser”. Awesome or what?! But I didn’t join la. If the thing started from 2 weeks ago den probably I will join la. Don’t know if it’s true or not. When you wanna loose weight, usually at the beginning will have drastic change. After that, it will slow down. True ah? 

Those who are joining, GOOD LUCK! Those who are not joining, don't tempt them with nice food k? :P

Wild Wild West - Annual Dinner 2011

its annual dinner again! my 3rd time in this company. wow... 3rd yr. how time flies... and i feel so old suddenly. T.T

it was my midnite shift the night before and im working midnite on the same day as the annual dinner. but had to wake up earlier to shower and to put on cement and do mural paintings on my face. (i dont like thick make up! i only like heavy photoshop. haha!)

 i was nicely dilly dallying until one point i realised that i am very late! and i thought i will be the latest one!

as i was rushing driving to the office to meet up with jimmy, jason commented on my fb saying that the bus have not arrive. there's a bus to pick up staffs from the office to the dinner location. but jimmy needed to drive as he need to come back office earlier to support the japanese so i tagged along in his car.

once i met up with jimmy, the bus arrived as well and all of us left office at the same time.

we reached there at about 8pm i think. settled ourselves down and the night obviously began with speeches. but... we started with "YUM SENG" even the food was not touched yet.

Ciao Ristorante was not bad. the food was fantastic. especially the mutton with mint sauce. the cream sauce penne was fabulous and i took 2 rounds! i like how the location for us to dine and then there's this huge field behind it. it was pretty hot that night but it is better than last yr. but i prefer last yr's annual dinner cos i was pissed drunk. heh... talk about being a drunkard. :P

i think everyone was only anticipated for the lucky draw. cos at the end of the lucky draw, most of them just left... *poof*

for 2 yrs in a row, i didnt get anything. not even voucher. but this yr... hehe... i think my luck is back. or like what SC said, he brought me luck.

i won a 32 inches Panasonic Viera LCD TV! it really came just in time! i wanted to buy a LCD TV loooong time ago and hv been saving for it! and i got the tv! wheee~ now i need to save for CPU, wireless mouse n keyboard instead. of cos, i need a TV stand first... :P

i had fun that night. i enjoyed watching my team mates enjoyed themselves that night. we worked hard, and we definitely partied hard...

XOXO

changes

totally not getting used to blogger's new interface shit.

why they always need to change things? 

if it is changed for people's convenience den ya but this is totally... blergh. 

ok, maybe i am just not used to it... yet. 

i shall stop complaining about blogger. its not like they're gonna go back to the old one if i complained. just like how facebook changed certain stuffs den there a page to get 1mil likes so that it wont be implemented but when it hit 1mil likes, they still proceed to remain the new shit. 

oh btw. G+ is the new black. 

von n samson finally left the company! the whole team sure is more quiet now. 2 ppl missing from the usual VIP breakfast. 2 ppl missing from the smoking kaki. and bcos of that, i didnt smoke whole day today. thanks ya~ 

ouh. i have officially entered the 3rd year in this company. *cheers*

i guess the only changes are my batch of colleagues are getting lesser and my table is getting messier. workload is getting more tho, i think. cos it seems like we are having more customers. @.@

===

bleh... i actually had a really bad day today. 

once i woke up, got pissed on the fb chat with the cherating babes cos we were arranging for a date for our dinner. we bought coupons! ya. it suppose to be a happy thing by discussing but end up... bleh. 

then, i got early to office thinking that i am lucky cos i am early but NOOO!!! my pc decides to hang on me and ended up i logged in 3 mins late. 

busy busy busy day. 

thanks to jamie for the surprise. i dont know if it is suppose to be a surprise or not but it did cheer me up a lil today. THANK U! 

then talked to noelle and i was bombarded by questions that i do not wish to answer. 

then realised, i could be a back-up for a person. and boy, the feeling sucks. 

reached home thinking everything will be ok cos its HOME. but NOOO... aunt decided to ber-drama with me when i was watching my tvb drama. lol... funny how it sounded. 

she said me and my mom is neglecting my grandma. i scratched head. what are we suppose to do when grandma is always against my mom, and i am having a terrible heart ache everytime seeing my grandma treat my mom like shit. 

and in case u r lost, yes, my mom is my grandma's daughter. funny hor? where got own mother treat own daughter like shit wan? 

i really dont know how to salvage. 

whenever i talk to grandma, then she will bad mouth my mom... how am i suppose to control? i apologise if i have such low EQ. 

oh. back to the ber-drama part. ya. she decided to have her own episode of "moonlight resonance". all crying saying how can me and my mom treat my grandma like this. every morning my grandma would cry to my aunt when my aunt wakes up. she said i will never know wat my grandma went thru. 

sighs...

can someone drag me to the cliff and push me down? 

sure. whenever there are changes involved it is difficult to get used to it, but we need to adapt. i know it is difficult for my grandma to adapt cos she is old. but cant the young ones try? fine. aunt and mom both not considered young. but still. 

once there was a fb status update by me, my cousin commented... learn how to close ears, close eyes, and there's always a way to solve any problem.

i wish it was that simple.

im really tired. 

now, seriously. can someone push me down from the cliff? anyone at all? 

Busy week

i've been busy. and i have very good excuse to it!

i've moved back to subang now. everything is still in a mess. i still do not have my bed. i've been sleeping on a mattress on the floor. :(
the bed is arriving on 22nd apr. got it during the exhibition in pwtc. coincidently met a long lost fren there and she gave me a pretty good deal.

and then, i have to unpack the boxes in my room. please, dun underestimate the amount of boxes i have to unpack. staying here for the past 20 yrs can accumulate A LOT of stuffs. especially in a house full of women. u know how women are... "oh. this is important to me, cannot throw", "oh, this one can use wan, dont throw", "this one can recycle, dont throw..."

so yea... unpacking.

but i still cannot unpack any of them yet cos there is no wardrobe for me yet, no cabinet for me yet... basically, my room is still empty...

been going to look for a wardrobe n cabinet that i like, but none caught my eye. sighs... more shopping to be done. :(

apart from that, earthquake and tsunami decided to hit japan. and affected both the cables there. and it turns the team upside down. that week, u can see zombies growing in my team. not farnee...

however, i really respect the japanese cos they are still able to be so calm and the fact that they are so considerate touched me. heck, they even saved a dog.

i've been catching up with frens a lot tho... took this time to have a rest from TI. to settle hse stuffs and work and spend a lil more time with friends. TI members have been texting and calling me asking me when am i gonna be active again. lol... guys, i will. just let me settle my stuffs 1st la. im still T-I 027. :)

went enigma a lot. went new place - over time. went makan at new places... im still glad i have friends with me. i still remember the laughter drowned the whole crowd in hoi tong steamboat with maymay's "momma momma... i wan ice-cream" joke... lmfao!

Welcome 2010!

well, before i officially say good bye to 2009... let me show u this...


this cupcake is made by a friend of mine. so adorable hor?

so now...

GOOD BYE 2009...


HELLLOOOO 2010...

innitially i was working afternoon shift and my shift should be ended at 10.30pm. due to it is NYE reason, a lot of people decided to take MC and MIA... leaving the poor midnite shift only one person. the team leader checked if im able to stay back. since i dont have any plans. and my plan was to buy coke and chips, go back and be a couch potato.

so, i decided to OT until 1.30am

at about 7pm, my colleague who will be doing midnite shift PM'ed me in msn... at that point, he didnt know he will be the only person at midnite shift.

Guy : mich
Guy : u going to any count down tonite ?
Me : why ah?
Guy : just askign
Guy : tot if u guys want we do a mini party in the office ...
Guy : just go order pizzas and everything ...
Guy : i ... feel lonely T_T

i find he is damn cute here lor. at the end i told him, me and another girl will be staying back, and one of the morning shift guy went back early to rest and will come back in for midnite shift. also 2 of my colleagues who went for movie came back to the office to avoid the jam and also joined our mini party. :P

before the countdown, we were talking and gossiping away. lol...



we waited for the fireworks. oh boy, we are so lucky being at the 2nd highest floor. we watched fireworks from near and far. everywhere...! den we start feasting...

while waiting for countdown, until eating. we were talking and laughing like mad. and we are the noisiest team that time. well, it's not that we didnt get them to join along but ah... not that close lorhhh... :X



so then... hello 2010. happy new year to all. and have a great year!

"i wan to break up with 2009... i want u 2010..."