Exhausted...

totally...

i havent been sleeping since 12pm 27 dec. that marks 28 hrs now...

cant sleep...

this is not home...

this is nightmare...

how could they say "saya dengar orang kata, rumah ini banyak duit"?

when everybody do not even have money to move out from this hse?

'kaya' is people who lives in bungalow and drives bmw. those are filthy rich... 'kaya' is not people who drives local made car and lives in a terrace house for more than 10 yrs... the 'kaya' word in this house is just illusion...

dear thieves,

i hope u r happy seeing my aunt traumatised, practically crying everyday. dont dare to be alone either down stairs or up stairs. when the sky starting to turn dark, she wants to leave the house as soon as possible...

i hope u r happy seeing my grandma, an old lady looking even more exhausted and lost than the 1st break in...

i hope u r enjoying yourself spending those dirty money u've earned from my nightmare...

bcos...

judgment day will come for u...

i dont know why. i seriously dont know why. i dont blame u for needing the money. who dont need money? but i do blame u for causing us feeling exhausted and traumatised every single moment.

once i step in the house, im already feeling scared. i got no choice but to bury them. even just for a moment. cos aunt is breaking down and grandma is lost...

i cant break down just yet... i cant...