what do you want from me?

its so tiring to try to understand what everyone wants from me.

what do you want from me? im confused.

what does my family wants from me? im lost.

what does everyone wants from me? im tired.

i know the fact that we cant please everyone but at least i tried. until now. i am tired. i am at the peak of breaking down again. locking myself in my own room is the only place i hide from everything. heck, even my room is in a mess and i cant find peace in my room. i only can hide.

hopefully cherating this weekend will be a peaceful one...

很想一走了之...